It's 6 Flucking Degrees Out

Why on Earth have I not moved south yet? Why do I keep on subjecting myself to "winter" year after year?? What is wrong with me???

I feel like I'm functioning with half a brain. I have been so forgetful lately. Wet bags, bibs, feeding the cat, mailing out packages, putting dinner in the crockpot... The list goes on. Forgetting the packages thing was today. I sold a few things on eBay and had them all set to mail out today... And they're sitting on the kitchen counter. So instead of going to see Lexi on my lunch break like I normally do, I have to run home to get them. Sucks. I need a vacation.

KJ and I have started working out again. When the weather gets bad I get bad about getting my but moving, so I really hadn't done anything since Thanksgiving. KJ joined the Planet Fitness that just opened up and I've been running on our treadmill in the basement. We both need to get back into shape and loose some holiday weight. I love running... But right now all I want to do is sleep... More on that later.

At work they keep moving around my pumping room and it's getting annoying. I'm on my third room since Christmas. They're remodeling the downstairs area where I sit, so I get that we're running out of places, but I wish it wasn't such a hassle. April can't come soon enough! Physical remodeling isn't the only "remodeling" going on either. They have been letting a lot of people go lately and I'm sort of wondering when it's going to be my turn.

I made a smoothie this morning with yogurt, blackberries, and banana and added in some brewers yeast. It tastes like awful, fruity beer. I need to buy stock in fenungreek. I've been taking 3 capsules every 3 hours for the past 4 days... No noticeable change in my supply yet. I feel like it's a constant struggle to keep it up. I've only been averaging 6-7 oz during the day at work. I've started to rotate my freezer stash, so there's not as much pressure to pump exactly enough every day, but I'm not putting back as much as I'm taking out. I know it's going to catch up to me sooner or later...

Come on April...

Lots of Love,
KJsbabe