All I can think about is testing tomorrow and getting a BFP this weekend. I'm so excited that I might find out I'm PG. **might** I'm reading way too much in to all of my "symptoms". I keep pinching my nipple to see if it's still sore. Well yeah, it'll still be sore if I keep pinching it!! Agh! I'm going crazy!
Let me tell you exactly how crazy I am... I've been running every evening and after I get home, I stretch in my back yard. That's not the crazy part. The crazy part, is that after I'm done stretching, I sit in the grass for a good 15 mins looking for four leaf clovers! I think that maybe if I find one, it'll mean that I'm going to get lucky and get PG this cycle and have a St Patty's day baby! Insane!!
I know I'm setting myself up for a major disappointment. I know that most likely I will get nothing but BFN's this weekend and start AF right on time on Monday. I keep telling myself that this is only cycle #2. It's going to take a while to get there. There's this concert I'm planning on going to in October and I keep thinking "I'll be 17w at the concert!". I have to keep reminding myself that most likely I will 0w. It's like I have multiple personalities or something! Half the time I'm like, "omg I'm so KTFU!". The other half of the time, I've stop making plans for myself because I don't want to be disappointed when I'm not _w at _event
I hate this roller coaster. When is it going to be my turn to get off this ride? When will I get to have what so many have?
Lots of Love,
KJsbabe
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