The Continuing Mind Fetus Saga

So, I'm totally convinced that I'm going to get KTFU this cycle! I'm 2dpo and since I've O'd, both my nipples are sore. Didn't I tell you my right nipple was sore the last month I got PG... I'm just saying... I'm hopeful!

I know that if it turns out that this is all on my head (which it most likely is) I'll be pretty disappointed. The thing is, though, it feels good to get my hopes up. I like being excited about the future. I have at least a 20% chance that I won't be disappointed. It feels good not to be depressed. I am hopeful.

"Expect to have hope rekindled. Expect your payers to be answered in wondrous ways. The dry seasons in life do not last. The spring rain will come again."

I have faith in God that He will take care of KJ and me. I know that someday He will bless us and give us a baby. He has taken care of us so well already and I know that He will continue to do so. I do really strive for patience, but sometimes I need to be reminded that "to everything there is a season".

"To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven: A time to be born, and a time to die. A time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted. A time to kill, and a time to heal. A time to break down, and a time to build up. A time to weep, and a time to laugh. A time to mourn, and a time to dance. A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together. A time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing. A time to get, and a time to lose. A time to keep, and a time to cast away. A time to rend, and a time to sew. A time to keep silence, and a time to speak. A time to love, and a time to hate. A time of war, and a time of peace."

Lots of Love,
KJsbabe