I tried to take Lexi out for a jog. I figured some good excersize would put me in a better mood. I bundled us both up and we went up to the park. We jogged for about two minuets and then the screaming/ uncontrollable crying started. I thought, "oh she's just tired. She'll fall asleep in a minuet or two." Nope. Finally I turned around and carried her back, the only way to make her happy. I got to run less than a mile... Not a good work out... Not a good mood lifter.
In the morning DH said he would cook me dinner and to think about what I wanted. I originally wanted to have a nice little picnic, but with the yucky weather that was out. So, I thought going out for dinner would be nice. 7:00 rolls around, he's still working outside, Lexi and I are both hungry and it would be too late to go out with her anyways... So I made us chicken and rice... Totally what I wanted :/
So yeah, it was just like any other day and was completely unspecial. Silly me, I think it should be a special day no matter how old you get. Maybe I need to just grow up and get over birthdays...
Lots of Love,
KJsbabe
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